Panda in my ears

The earphone is a concert goodies from V6's 2011 live concert tour, Sexy.Honey.Bunny!
just used it for the first time.
listen to one song,
then put it back to the box.

BECAUSE, IT'S LIKE, SO PRECIOUS. /hit

a happy busybody

I feel so happy today.

Things just seem to be relaxing.

Okay, I lied, I have works and assignments but I procrastinate.

Still have tomorrow though. /shot

A Dream is an Embarassing Manifesto of Insanity... and Sexual Frustration.

Last night I had a dream, which involves Doraemon/Nobita and the gang. I don't know if I was become one of the character, or I was myself, joined in their adventure.

We explored an ancient mummy tomb; running from scary monsters and bugs, avoiding traps and finding exits, avoiding scary guard soldiers. I don't remember why, but Doraemon puffed some kind of powder on the kids' head, making them look half-transparent or cartoon-effect-ghastly. I guess it's to avoid being seen by the enemies? We continued exploring, until suddenly there was a tunnel which connects to a Versailles-castle looking room, with golden rococo ornaments. There was a text (I don't know in what language) says 'Children's room'. The room is filled with creepy porcelain doll figures, all of them moving, don't know if they're just statues, ghosts, or humans. But the gang happily played in this room.

And suddenly, some people came from the other door. Guess who? It's V6! (I still remember Go and Okada clearly) And they greeted Nobita and friends, and asked to join in their exploration adventure. The kids excitedly welcomed them. After a few walk, the kids' body turning transparent completely. Doraemon said it's the powder's effect. V6 became confused as they're not able to see the kids. And so the invisible children tries to find the solution, they (I don't remember my position anymore) ran outside, to a palace park/garden. Suddenly, the kids were captured by silly looking guards, with leggings and puffy shorts, you know. The guards gathered them with the other captives in the middle of the park on a sunny day. The park itself was bright and colorful with labyrinth hedges, nothing scary at all.

I was not captured. I saw Nobita and his friends cried for help. I hid from the guards sight. I held my cellphone in my hand, not knowing what to do. Who am I going to call? (I remember I tried to call my sisters, but then I hung up. so random.) The cops? What can they do?

Then I felt a huge figure moved fast near me, running towards the park where the captives were held. I turned back to that place. Everyone cheered as they have been freed. They walked out the palace garden through a huge golden gate. I walked to the gate and saw Yu Yokoyama, Jin Akanishi and Junnosuke Taguchi... or Seishiro, Miroku and Bidou?! They're in the Yukan Club attire! Yoko and Jin just stood there, but Junno were waving to the people -on a gigantic vehicle; I don't remember clearly if it's a bike or even horse-drawn carriage- as the boys were their hero.

After the people were gone, I called Junno. He didn't - or pretend he didn't hear me. Until Yoko scolded him, he finally looked at me. When I finally be able to talk to him, I wanted to ask if he had seen Okada (I don't know why either) but I was kind of conscious and tried to speak with him in Japanese... then I gratuitously said "Junichi-kun wo miteiru ka?" Mocking me and ugly Japanese, he showed arrogant stare and looked away from me. Then either Yoko or someone else told me to look for him inside. I thanked him, then I called Junno again. He turned to me this time, as I said, "Mata ne!" And he still feel disturbed with me.

I went back to find Okada (actually the rest of V6). The palace had turned into a modern building, like a shopping mall. I found Okada and Sakamoto (or with some others, I don't remember) in the food court. I joined them for no reason. I sat next to Sakamoto, facing Okada. Okada talked about stuffs, the others responded him and each other. Until I involved myself in some kind of flirting conversation with Sakamoto.

We talked in pretty long time. Then he excused himself to go to the restroom. while waiting for him, I saw a woman sitting next to me. There was a jelly-looking fat centipede/worm near her feet. She calmly let it move toward her, then picked it when it tries to climb her table. The jelly-worm thingy kept going back to her place, but she still looked so calm (okay, randomness is random, I'm probably going crazy). Then I shifted my attention to the bathroom door, still waiting for Sakamoto.

Suddenly everything stopped moving. I felt my eyes went heavy. I'm almost conscious, I know it's a dream. Still dreaming, I cursed, "Damn, I know it's too good to be true!"

Then I unwillingly awoke.

WHY CAN'T IT AT LEAST WAIT UNTIL HE GOES OUT FROM THE BATHROOM?!

It is an excuse.

So I guess this is my first post as a Junior in college.

The painful days of early times are over and say hell-o to hell! Apparently, according to my lecturers and seniors, the third and fourth (hopefully my final year oh God please) are the busiest, most painful period of college life. Lots of hard lectures and practical lessons. Not alone non-academic projects and works. And expenses.

I'm typing this in a condition of a little mental breakdown as I just make another mistake at work and still worrying about how it will affect my assignments.

Hope everything goes well till the end.

And it's Monday morning, about 7 AM. I woke up pretty early, probably because I drink some coffee before bed last night. Sound stupid? Actually caffeine works like alcohol to me. It doesn't make me awake, just raise my heartbeat until I got tired and fell asleep, and waking up freaking excited. And yes, I got drunk from coffee and effing tea a few times.

Or maybe the other side effect of the caffeine?

And here comes the main topic.

Before I went to sleep, I laid on my bed, plotting an AU fanfic of my recent obsession, the Johnny boyband... V6. [yes, not KAT-TUN.]

I don't remember when I started thinking about it, I just remember began making the characters' stories in my head on my bed.

So before I forget it, here it is.

Remember, this is a work of fiction; every living being is pansexual. Or simply gay.

The pairs [yeah, I know this kind of thing can be so trashy at times, but I can't help it] are Sakamoto x Nagano, Inocchi x Ken, and Go x Okada.

In short, the opening plot is:

Go and Ken are best friends since they're infants and now living as flatmates. Go is pursuing his art degree while Ken becomes an apprentice in a restaurant.
Go meets Okada, a gay male prostitute, in his life-model drawing class. Having interest since their first meeting, they get more intimate with each other.
Ken has this silly senior called Inocchi by his friends. Inocchi is a plain, moderate, and always pulled up great jokes his friends like him, and Ken is deeply infatuated with him despite Inocchi is straight and already has a lady in his life.
Sakamoto is a detective and he had to investigate a corrupt IT corporation. While investigating, he found out the act of violence toward an employer, Nagano, by his superior. Naturally, he saved Nagano and kept contacting him for information and protection. And on one fateful moment they realized they're attracted with each other.

A few years later (3-5 years, haven't think much about it) Okada is the new flatmate of the buddies as he got into some troubles and is in a relationship with Go. As three friends they're going well, but the two lovers often have unspoken troubles.
Meanwhile, with his obsessed heart, Ken hears the news from Inocchi that he's getting married soon. Then Ken realized inner struggle hurts more than he thought.
Sakamoto, now living with Nagano, still work as a cop and on an unfortunate day he caught Okada for beating a man in a street. While being interrogated, Okada stated that he's attracted with Sakamoto. Thought of it as a tease, Sakamoto never take it seriously - until Okada do something unexpected just to get his attention.

You'll never know how meeting a person could change your life in the most unexpected way.

YES IT IS SUPER CHEESY AND I'M KIND OF EMBARRASSED, BUT BIG PART OF ME THINKS THIS SHOULD BE MADE IN NOVEL OR COMIC FORM. [and I am plotting this in a live action film format in my mind. It's pretty devastating as it feels so real]

And I do think I should start soon before they're getting older /shot
But really, I even have to use their image from year 2003-2005 rather than their current looks [oh well, not so much difference actually. especially Ken).

But I have this kind of habit to refrain self from doing stuff before my priority assignments are done. As it means, the end of semester. Or worse next few years.

old halloween stuff

POSTED FOR HALLOWEEN CELEBRATION ON CAPSLOCK_BLEACH.

NO YOU CAN'T UNSEE THIS