SUGAR ✻ HIGH

A Dream is an Embarassing Manifesto of Insanity... and Sexual Frustration.

2012-01-12T14:50:00.000+07:00

Last night I had a dream, which involves Doraemon/Nobita and the gang. I don't know if I was become one of the character, or I was myself, joined in their adventure.

We explored an ancient mummy tomb; running from scary monsters and bugs, avoiding traps and finding exits, avoiding scary guard soldiers. I don't remember why, but Doraemon puffed some kind of powder on the kids' head, making them look half-transparent or cartoon-effect-ghastly. I guess it's to avoid being seen by the enemies? We continued exploring, until suddenly there was a tunnel which connects to a Versailles-castle looking room, with golden rococo ornaments. There was a text (I don't know in what language) says 'Children's room'. The room is filled with creepy porcelain doll figures, all of them moving, don't know if they're just statues, ghosts, or humans. But the gang happily played in this room.

And suddenly, some people came from the other door. Guess who? It's V6! (I still remember Go and Okada clearly) And they greeted Nobita and friends, and asked to join in their exploration adventure. The kids excitedly welcomed them. After a few walk, the kids' body turning transparent completely. Doraemon said it's the powder's effect. V6 became confused as they're not able to see the kids. And so the invisible children tries to find the solution, they (I don't remember my position anymore) ran outside, to a palace park/garden. Suddenly, the kids were captured by silly looking guards, with leggings and puffy shorts, you know. The guards gathered them with the other captives in the middle of the park on a sunny day. The park itself was bright and colorful with labyrinth hedges, nothing scary at all.

I was not captured. I saw Nobita and his friends cried for help. I hid from the guards sight. I held my cellphone in my hand, not knowing what to do. Who am I going to call? (I remember I tried to call my sisters, but then I hung up. so random.) The cops? What can they do?

Then I felt a huge figure moved fast near me, running towards the park where the captives were held. I turned back to that place. Everyone cheered as they have been freed. They walked out the palace garden through a huge golden gate. I walked to the gate and saw Yu Yokoyama, Jin Akanishi and Junnosuke Taguchi... or Seishiro, Miroku and Bidou?! They're in the Yukan Club attire! Yoko and Jin just stood there, but Junno were waving to the people -on a gigantic vehicle; I don't remember clearly if it's a bike or even horse-drawn carriage- as the boys were their hero.

After the people were gone, I called Junno. He didn't - or pretend he didn't hear me. Until Yoko scolded him, he finally looked at me. When I finally be able to talk to him, I wanted to ask if he had seen Okada (I don't know why either) but I was kind of conscious and tried to speak with him in Japanese... then I gratuitously said "Junichi-kun wo miteiru ka?" Mocking me and ugly Japanese, he showed arrogant stare and looked away from me. Then either Yoko or someone else told me to look for him inside. I thanked him, then I called Junno again. He turned to me this time, as I said, "Mata ne!" And he still feel disturbed with me.

I went back to find Okada (actually the rest of V6). The palace had turned into a modern building, like a shopping mall. I found Okada and Sakamoto (or with some others, I don't remember) in the food court. I joined them for no reason. I sat next to Sakamoto, facing Okada. Okada talked about stuffs, the others responded him and each other. Until I involved myself in some kind of flirting conversation with Sakamoto.

We talked in pretty long time. Then he excused himself to go to the restroom. while waiting for him, I saw a woman sitting next to me. There was a jelly-looking fat centipede/worm near her feet. She calmly let it move toward her, then picked it when it tries to climb her table. The jelly-worm thingy kept going back to her place, but she still looked so calm (okay, randomness is random, I'm probably going crazy). Then I shifted my attention to the bathroom door, still waiting for Sakamoto.

Suddenly everything stopped moving. I felt my eyes went heavy. I'm almost conscious, I know it's a dream. Still dreaming, I cursed, "Damn, I know it's too good to be true!"

Then I unwillingly awoke.

WHY CAN'T IT AT LEAST WAIT UNTIL HE GOES OUT FROM THE BATHROOM?!

It is an excuse.

2011-10-02T06:46:00.003+07:00

So I guess this is my first post as a Junior in college.

The painful days of early times are over and say hell-o to hell! Apparently, according to my lecturers and seniors, the third and fourth (hopefully my final year oh God please) are the busiest, most painful period of college life. Lots of hard lectures and practical lessons. Not alone non-academic projects and works. And expenses.

I'm typing this in a condition of a little mental breakdown as I just make another mistake at work and still worrying about how it will affect my assignments.

Hope everything goes well till the end.

And it's Monday morning, about 7 AM. I woke up pretty early, probably because I drink some coffee before bed last night. Sound stupid? Actually caffeine works like alcohol to me. It doesn't make me awake, just raise my heartbeat until I got tired and fell asleep, and waking up freaking excited. And yes, I got drunk from coffee and effing tea a few times.

Or maybe the other side effect of the caffeine?

And here comes the main topic.

Before I went to sleep, I laid on my bed, plotting an AU fanfic of my recent obsession, the Johnny boyband... V6. [yes, not KAT-TUN.]

I don't remember when I started thinking about it, I just remember began making the characters' stories in my head on my bed.

So before I forget it, here it is.

Remember, this is a work of fiction; every living being is pansexual. Or simply gay.

The pairs [yeah, I know this kind of thing can be so trashy at times, but I can't help it] are Sakamoto x Nagano, Inocchi x Ken, and Go x Okada.

In short, the opening plot is:

Go and Ken are best friends since they're infants and now living as flatmates. Go is pursuing his art degree while Ken becomes an apprentice in a restaurant.
Go meets Okada, a gay male prostitute, in his life-model drawing class. Having interest since their first meeting, they get more intimate with each other.
Ken has this silly senior called Inocchi by his friends. Inocchi is a plain, moderate, and always pulled up great jokes his friends like him, and Ken is deeply infatuated with him despite Inocchi is straight and already has a lady in his life.
Sakamoto is a detective and he had to investigate a corrupt IT corporation. While investigating, he found out the act of violence toward an employer, Nagano, by his superior. Naturally, he saved Nagano and kept contacting him for information and protection. And on one fateful moment they realized they're attracted with each other.

A few years later (3-5 years, haven't think much about it) Okada is the new flatmate of the buddies as he got into some troubles and is in a relationship with Go. As three friends they're going well, but the two lovers often have unspoken troubles.
Meanwhile, with his obsessed heart, Ken hears the news from Inocchi that he's getting married soon. Then Ken realized inner struggle hurts more than he thought.
Sakamoto, now living with Nagano, still work as a cop and on an unfortunate day he caught Okada for beating a man in a street. While being interrogated, Okada stated that he's attracted with Sakamoto. Thought of it as a tease, Sakamoto never take it seriously - until Okada do something unexpected just to get his attention.

You'll never know how meeting a person could change your life in the most unexpected way.

YES IT IS SUPER CHEESY AND I'M KIND OF EMBARRASSED, BUT BIG PART OF ME THINKS THIS SHOULD BE MADE IN NOVEL OR COMIC FORM. [and I am plotting this in a live action film format in my mind. It's pretty devastating as it feels so real]

And I do think I should start soon before they're getting older /shot
But really, I even have to use their image from year 2003-2005 rather than their current looks [oh well, not so much difference actually. especially Ken).

But I have this kind of habit to refrain self from doing stuff before my priority assignments are done. As it means, the end of semester. Or worse next few years.

old halloween stuff

2011-06-16T14:52:00.001+07:00

POSTED FOR HALLOWEEN CELEBRATION ON CAPSLOCK_BLEACH.

NO YOU CAN'T UNSEE THIS

Self-Appreciation Days Treats.

2011-06-07T17:06:00.003+07:00

This term has ended. I got a little bit of stress of frustration, so I decided so spend a little extra money for luxurious snacks. In my free time, I go wandering in Bandung to try some treats from famous bakeries.

Lemon, chocolate, blueberry, and strawberry macaroons from Bawean Bakery, Bandung. Macaroons are pretty rare here.

Mix-fruit Cheesecake from Harvest. There's my friend's order of Strawberry Cheesecake.

Both of these are even more expensive than my daily meal. again, this is for the purpose of self-appreciation day(s). May we have self-appreciation week?

Then back from epicurean mode to boyband fangirl mode.

Oto na ri (2009)

2011-06-05T23:58:00.001+07:00

The internet's down for a day. thanks to it, I took my time watching this movie.

As simple as other romantic drama films, the story has two lead characters, a professional photographer Satoshi, who prefers taking photos of landscapes to supermodels, and florist Nanao, who has a dream of studying floral desing in France.

Thought living in adjacent apartments, they never actually meet each other, but they can hear through the wall.

More than the romance itself, the real touching part of the story telling about both characters pursuing their dream, with the support and obstacle from people around them. Pretty inspiring.

I'd like to write more, but I'm not a good reviewer, instead it will be a spoiler. Just watch it, really.

bento: noodles, egg, nugget, and flan.

2011-04-17T14:55:00.000+07:00

on one fortunate day, I managed to arrange my lunchbox better than ever.

dorm-style bento box (?) instant noodles with scrambled egg, chicken nuggets, and cream caramel flan as dessert.

accidentally, the syrup from the flan leaked, and all of them were covered with caramel. :p

still looks pretty though.

pretty please.

2011-03-27T21:19:00.003+07:00

you may call him a cheesy fag, but I call him a great performer AND my next cosplay project.

~~not sure if can~~ Can? Can~~

KADO Kamenashi Kazuya's Birthday Gathering

2011-03-05T16:17:00.002+07:00

KAT-TUN Indonesia Forum

Kamenashi Kazuya's 25th Birthday Celebration Gathering @ Konya Cafe, Bandung February 27 2011

http://kattunindonesia.com

GREEN HORNET spoiler alert

2011-02-06T20:05:00.004+07:00

Just watched the movie with some friends yesterday.
I was asked and decided to join while I'm still clueless about what this movie is all about (I even forgot the title until I had seen it playing).

Well I guess it's the stereotype Hollywood action comedy.
The explosive, car chase, guns, goofy hero and smarter sidekick, a hot lady, a psychotic villain...

Awesome Black Beauty, I want one prototype for myself.

but above all, it's the ho yay that kept my eyes open.

Yes, HO YAY.

I instantly ship Britt x Kato.
It's like bromance all the way.
But I have the essence of fujoshi mind stuck permanently in my brain.

And jeez, Kato. He can do the drawing, designing, engineering, making coffee, and martial arts... Marry me. Please. LOL.

Many said that many girls just watch the movie for Jay Chou. Well, honestly, I didn't have any idea about the movie at all when my friend asked, let alone the actors, really.

well, Jay Chou may be a good-looking actor, but Kato is moe.

just because.

2011-02-03T11:20:00.001+07:00

officially five

2011-01-23T18:10:00.002+07:00

my first favorite go-nin KAT-TUN fanart.

there's no such thing as blissful as shopping.

2011-01-23T17:40:00.002+07:00

I did a lot of expensive shopping lately.

the Hello Kitty merchandise store makes a 50% off clearance sale. I got 2 nice purses.
and a dress from Mango. I'm starting to get invitations.
some everyday grooming stuff.
foods aren't that expensive, but I'm very ventripotent.

...just save some for the next KAT-TUN concerts, please.

moody again.

2010-10-31T01:31:00.003+07:00

I want to draw something.

Why the mood is never good enough.

When I have so many assignments to do.

OH NOES. *just remembered some paper assignment* OTZ

argh gue rada nyesel ngambil kuliah kewarganegaraan.

A little talk while walking

2010-10-26T20:21:00.001+07:00

"Kemaren menikmati nggak jalan-jalan ke Taipei?"

"Menikmati banget."

"Tahun depan lagi ya. Ke Bangkok tapinya."

"Amin... Insya Allah..."

Nadia teman studio saya dan teman-teman lain dari KAT-TUNesia, nanti kita fangirling ngejer-ngejer KAT-TUN lagi ya :')

Writing Challenge, stolen from some friends.

2010-10-15T21:45:00.002+07:00

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession.

I WAS THERE IN TAIPEI ARENA AND THAT DAMN AIRPORT

2010-09-16T15:56:00.003+07:00

COPY-PASTED FROM MY DEVIANTART JOURNAL BECAUSE I'M SO DAMN LAZY

it's been a few weeks ago, but I just got back home from Taipei.
I went there just to watch KAT-TUN's World Tour 2010. [and of course a little traveling. Won't consider this a vacation because I actually skipped classes for a week.]

Taipei concert might not be as awesome as those shows in Tokyo Dome I saw on the DVDs.

But really. The feeling of seeing them in flesh, that close [no, not in the concert. I saw them in the airport and it was just so damn insane].

But of course, it was my first time. My memories of the concert is kinda vague now. It still feels like a dream.

I have to admit I fangasmed. Who wouldn't, really.

Now I have to find a way to tell my father how I had spent almost USD 200 for the concert goodies.

FIRST TIME GOING OVERSEAS WITHOUT MY PARENTS, FIRST TIME TO TAIPEI AND THIS KIND OF BIZARRE EXPERIENCE ALREADY.

..I'm not even legal for liquors yet.

*happy fangirl is happy*

Random thought #1

2010-08-22T11:38:00.003+07:00

perkiraan saya: kenapa para talent Johnny gak dikasih pelajaran bahasa Inggris yang lebih bermutu?

Since they got the look and skill, better English ='jalur cepat' go international / Hollywood.

go international --> urge to go independent --> out from Johnnys --> loss for the company.

NO WONDER THEY'RE STILL WRITING AND MUMBLING THOSE DAMN ENGRISH.

totally random thought after listening to V6's albums. Damn they're good singers... BUT WTF ARE THOSE LYRICS I DON'T UNDERSTAAANNNDDD

Sophomore tomorrow

2010-08-08T11:36:00.002+07:00

Tomorrow's the first day of the new semester. I'm a sophomore now. :D

I kinda believed that this year will be less busy than the freshman year. But I wouldn't know before I work on it, right?

Well, I'm not scared or what towards the college works. They even sound so interesting for me. I admit I don't adapt to new things and changes well, but what can I do, this kind of stuff always happens in my boring life.

But I'm kinda nervous because I had so many (vacation and other activities) plans this year. I want to fight the best to do them all... Some plan even forces me to skip classes for a week this month [I'm gonna tell about it later :D] Even thought I have much confidence that I won't get any bad grades [some people encourage me this just because I got pretty good grade last semester orz] still, I hate to skip classes... Well, I don't intend to graduate quick and cum laude whatsoever, I'm the type who like to enjoy my way of learning. The only thing that bothers my mind so much is... DAMMIT WHY DOES IT HAS TO BE SO EXPENSIVE FFFFFUUUUU DAMN YOU INSTITUTE D:

Well, I hope everything goes well.

Old Character Meme featuring Johnny's Boys

2010-07-06T21:14:00.004+07:00

An old meme I read, like, years ago. That time, I was too stunned and cracked up so I kept forgetting about posting this stuff.

I tried it again, with different fandom this time.

"Instructions: Write down the names of 12 characters. After you’ve written them all down, then read and answer the questions hidden behind the cut."

So I took: combined list of KAT-TUN and NEWS members.

1. Junno [Taguchi Junnosuke]
2. Koyama [Koyama Keiichiro]
3. Koki [Tanaka Koki]
4. Kame [Kamenashi Kazuya]
5. Massu [Masuda Takahisa]
6. Ryo [Nishikido Ryo]
7. Pi [Yamashita Tomohisa]
8. Jin [Akanishi Jin]
9. Maru [Nakamaru Yuuichi]
10. Tegoshi [Tegoshi Yuya]
11. Ueda [Ueda Tatsuya]
12. Shige [Kato Shigeaki]

I just picked them because I just read same KAT-TUN fanfics lately, and I added NEWS members to make it perfect 12.

Have you ever read a Six/Eleven fic? Do you want to?
Yes, THERE ARE LOTS OF THEM. Not really my cup of tea, but... ah, what a temptation.

Do you think Four is hot? How hot?
Yes, I think... I like some of his fashion-ish photos.

What would happen if Twelve got Eight pregnant?
That wouldn't happen since they're all male. But if you put femme!Jin it will be... she's the one lurking Shige in lol

Can you rec any fic(s) about Nine?
lots of it.

Would Two and Six make a good couple?
I guess so.

Five/Nine or Five/Ten? Why?
five/ten. Because it's canon and I prefer Maru with someone else.

What would happen if Seven walked in on Two and Twelve having sex?
A simple "Geez," because their relationship is no secret, or, "Whoa, guys, I don't need to see that", or make it more dramatically humorous, "Oh, dammit guys. From all the places in this building, why would you pick MY dressing room?"

Make up a summary for a Three/Ten fic.
Koki was visiting Kame in the shooting set of 'Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge' drama, when he caught the other cast, which is Tegoshi, can't take his eyes off of him during the break time.

LOL. WHAT I DUNNO REALLY

Is there any such thing as One/Eight fluff?
Yes, there is~

Suggest a title for a Seven/Twelve hurt/comfort fic.
"Different Stages, Same Spotlight" *GODITSSODAMNRANDOM*

What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted Four to deflower One?
Kame threats Junno that he would burn all his video games collection or blackmails telling the world that Junno really has that Tokimeki Memorial. ER WHAT.

Does anyone on your friends list read Seven slash?
dunno. maybe.

Does anyone on your friends list read Three het?
dunno. but I don't think so.

Does anyone on your friends list write or draw Eleven?
dunno, but so far all I ever seen drawing him is myself.

Would anyone on your friends list write Two/Four/Five?
I don't think so. lol.

What might Ten scream at a moment of great passion?
"KYAAAAAAAAARRRGGGHHHH" (??????)

If you wrote a song-fic about Eight, which song would you choose?
For Your Entertainment - Adam Lambert. Or Jeffree Star's 'Heart Surgery'

If you wrote a One/Six/Twelve fic, what would the warnings be?
'voyeur!fanboy!Junno'.

What might be a good pick-up line for Two to use on Ten?
"Let's have a duet. We will spend some good time practicing. Just you and me." *TOTALLYLAMEWTF*

When was the last time you read a fic about Five?
months ago [and he was just a cameo or such.]

What is Six’s super-sekrit kink?
sparkling costumes...?

Would Eleven shag Nine? Drunk or sober?
SO YES. Sober is possible. But both work well.

If Three and Seven get together, who tops?
Koki.

“One and Nine are in a happy relationship until Nine suddenly runs off with Four. One, broken-hearted, has a hot one-night stand with Eleven and a brief unhappy affair with Twelve, then follows the wise advice of Five and finds true love with Three.” What title would you give this fic? Name three people on your friends list who might read it. Name one person who should write it.

“Junno and Maru are in a happy relationship until Maru suddenly runs off with Kame. Junno, broken-hearted, has a hot one-night stand with Ueda and a brief unhappy affair with Shige, then follows the wise advice of Massu and finds true love with Koki.”

The title is: "The Right One For You Might Be Him" ahahahahah. I'm not good at giving titles.

I think I'll write it myself and force my ~~victims~~ friends to read it.

How would you feel if Seven/Eight was canon?
IT IS CANON ALREADY. *SO CANON AND I WAS SO SURPRISED I DIDN'T MAKE THIS HAPPEN ON PURPOSE.* And yeah, I think it's better than Akame.

*more will be added. I think.*

Will I regret it?

2010-06-20T16:59:00.004+07:00

I found someone who provide online access for ordering KAT-TUN's Concert at Tokyo Dome on July 2010 with normal price.

I was like, 'EEE I DON'T WANT TO MISS IT LIKE I DID FOR THE LAST BURIMYU SHOW WHICH I REGRET UNTIL NOW TT3TT'

...but it's impossible for me to go there now... OTZ

Gah I'm so frustrated with this fangirl passion *lebay lah*

And there's a random talk about idol-related stuff with my friend on Plurk, something like this:

"I can only see the concert on downloaded videos with dorky face..."
"life is hard, yes."
"but after I got enough money of my own, I can finally feel the incredible pleasure of watching the show live!
...but when that happen, all those favorite artists are retired already..." orz
"when that happen, younger and better-looking newcomers will appear!"
"...yeah, with closer age-gap, I can hit on them!"

LOL WTF.

random fangirl rant is random.
after this, we're talking about such thing like wedding and marriage, wtf. By the way, I just listened to Akanishi Jin's song 'Eternal' which s meant to be a friend's wedding song. I want to put the song on my wedding playlist too...

Me Today, Term Break

2010-06-13T06:40:00.003+07:00

I JUST FINISHED MY FRESHMAN YEAR AT COLLEGE.
Goodbye, sick days. Hello, sicker days.

So now that means: term break. or mid-year holiday yeah.

More time hikikomori-ing and fangirling? HELL YES.

WHO THE HELL NEED EXERCISES? FANGIRLING IS THE HEALTHIEST THING I'VE EVER DONE!

Of course, squealing when watching videos, listening to the fascinating accents of voice actors, drawing or writing favorite ~~orgy~~ pairing make the body sweating. Bonus if one tried to imitate their favorite [boy]band's dance. LOL.

But actually I spend more time doing nothing. Because I'm too ~~lazy~~ fabulous.

Oh, and World Cup! I'm not a soccer/football fan [or any other sport haha] but it's like a crack pairing generator for Hetalia XD

One another!

2010-05-16T21:03:00.002+07:00

I just finished my essay for my English final assignment...

PHEWWWWWWW.

but still... There's still final exam for English. Weirdly, this final exam is writing an essay as well... FOR GOD'S SAKE, WHY DO WE HAVE TO WRITE TWICE?! Well, the topic would be different, but, still... I took me two days to get inspired and get those 1.775 words including title and identity, and they expect me to do the same in 2 hours? orz.

And there are still 2, oh no, 3 assignments, plus final exam of 3D Basic Visual Art Study [I'm not sure what it is called in English but what-evaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh] that will be done in one day, TOMORROW. My works are, like, only 70% of each assignment, but can't be done tonight since I need extra hands... =_=

I need to pack up since I'll leave earlier tomorrow to take my old assignments from my from friends place that will be showed at the exhibition next week.

A memory of about one year ago.

2010-05-13T22:25:00.003+07:00

repost from my LJ.

Me and my two friends who are fans of KAT-TUN were watching their videos, and we talked about them.

One topic was about 'if there were a female who wants to work in Johnny's, she mustn't be a fan of any Johnny artist'.

"So we can't be there~" one of them said.

"Not really," I replied.

Another pointed on me, "yeah, not you... Maybe you can work there."

Since I was not a fan of any Johnny's boyband.

I WAS NOT.

I'M JUST A FAN OF ANY GREAT STAGE PLAY. *recalls all my rants of Burimyu*

and KAT-TUN, I admit, has GREAT STAGE PLAY. [the grand concerts, I mean.]

Some PV and Break The Records DVD are sufficient reason for me to fall completely for this boyband.

"I can't apply to Johnny now."

GROAR SICKNESS.

2010-05-09T21:30:00.002+07:00

I got sick. And tomorrow's the first day of exam week. Jeez. Dammit, what can I say? And I dunno what to do with the undone assignments. Only got two more weeks to finish them all, of total 4.

Totally random and pointless, my friends made a FANCLUB OF ME on Facebook. WTF. TOTALLY WTF.

MEN ON THE STAGE

2010-05-02T21:26:00.008+07:00

still about the latest post.

REAL MEN SING, DANCE, AND GIVE FANSERVICES.

REAL MEN DON'T SPARKLE. THEIR COSTUMES SOMETIMES DO.

_{No offense, Twilight fans. I myself read and watch the Twilight Saga, though not being a big fan of it. It's just fur dah lulz. BE LULZY PLZ.}

YAY BOYBANDS

2010-05-02T02:34:00.005+07:00

DOESN'T THE TITLE TELL YOU?

I'M CURRENTLY OBSESSED TO BOYBANDS.

PART I: THE DISEASE'S CHRONOLOGY

Okay, I admit I've been a boyband fan since elementary school. Ya know 90's boybands? Backstreet Boys, N'Sync, 98 Degrees, etc etc? What could be better than good-looking young men singing and dancing in fancy outfit and special effects? *v*

First, I have a little collection of their songs in my playlist :3. But lately, I feel like downloading their WHOLE DISCOGRAPHY via torrent.

Why would I do it now...?

Last semester, when I just got to know my new friends, one of them is a fan of a Japanese boyband, KAT-TUN. At first, she just influenced my other friend. Then, both of them introduced KAT-TUN to me. At first, I think it's just the usual boyband... Not wrong, but my friends said they're 'less ghei' and have better performance than other boybands in Japan. After seeing a few PV and stage performances, and of course, listening to their songs, I admit I like them. But not as obsessed as now.

Then I realized the neighbor next door to my room is a fan of KAT-TUN as well. She always turn her speaker FREAKING LOUD and I heard some melodies I just known a little while ago... and then it reached the chorus... 'DON'T YOU EVER STOP!' orz

Still not obsessed, another happened. the two friends from before came to my place and watched a video of their stage performance. It's Kamenashi's 1582 from 'BREAK THE RECORDS' btw. I think it's pretty bizarre for a solo performance, and the song's nice too. And the most creepy-yet-tempting one, Akanishi's 'Pinky'... Well... then I got more interest in their stage performance.

So it's their stage performance I'm looking for. I finally downloaded the whole 'BREAK THE RECORDS' DVD. And whoa. Just need one disc of three to make me addicted. The stage's damn big, their performances are pretty magnificent, and they give lots of fanservices [hail the director!] !!!

[haven't watched the entire show in the DVD, I want to share the review later]

Yeah, listening to KAT-TUN songs makes me want to go back and turn all those vintage boyband songs on. So here I am with restless BitTorrent. Ouch.

That might conclude the chronology of the Boyband Obsession disease.

PART II: THE BOYBAND FANGASM SYMPTOMS

Listening their songs, watching videos, imagining bumping into them suddenly while taking a walk on the street?

It's just the beginning.

Fangasm wouldn't be complete without...

... PAIRINGS; CAN ALSO BE CALLED SHIPPING.

you've read it right...

I've known that many fans made fanwork [BL OF COURSE!!!] of pretty boys in the bands. Since I've fallen for KAT-TUN and some other visual kei bands, I browsed some doujinshis in several forums... Just venturing, but I've fallen into a deep hole of real-people shipping I will never be able to get out from.

UETANAKA = UEDA TATSUYA * TANAKA KOKI
TANAKAMARU = TANAKA KOKI * NAKAMARU YUUICHI

THOSE TWO. I WON'T BE ABLE TO LEAVE.

If you google or randomly bump into KAT-TUN fanworks, maybe you'll find the dominating pairing of Akanishi Jin x Kamenashi Kazuya [sometimes +YamaP =3=] but for some reason I have no big interest for this one...

but my current soul is devoted for Uetanaka!

When will I get bored of this? -w-

Long time no posting~

2010-05-01T23:35:00.002+07:00

Yay, updated!

Well, lately I've just lurking here and there, reading people's blog, livejournal, DA etc.

Reading some of my friends blogs encourage me to post again.

But too tired and weirdly excited now [IT MUST BE THE CAFFEINE, DAMN YOU LATTE WHY SO TASTY]

orz gonna post something in a few hours.

Christmas Eve

2009-12-24T23:21:00.005+07:00

Now is Christmas Eve. Alone with Takehito again.

Nothing special. I decided to stay in Bandung until the new term starts. No holiday plan. Since my plan to see Burimyu this January seems impossible [yeah, I know, it's the last Burimyu with the original cast omgomgomgomgomg]

I went shopping this afternoon. And buy something... I couldn't resist...

A CUTE PPGZ BENTO BOX ~~~~<3333

A retaliation for my lovely tupperware my mom gave me when moving out months ago. I lost it in the boarding house ;_; [actually, I found a bigger one in the house, the owner is unknown. I used it several times, and now it's being kept in my room :p not that I stole it...]

also posted on my LJ.

Fangirl by Weekdays, Hikikomori by Weekends

2009-11-28T00:37:00.004+07:00

The title says it all. How my current life goes. But, hey, I'm not alone.

Weekdays Fangirling: And The World Slowly Rot

Lately... I CONSUME HIGHER DOSE OF FANGIRL STUFFS. From fluffy romance, angsty tragedies, to disgraceful but beautiful incestuous porn.
I may call myself a 'Living Crack-Pairing Generator', since... I created so many unexpected crack pairings, especially in Bleach fandom. Hey, I'm kinda like a trendsetter on FF.net [mostly in Bahasa Indonesia] XD [Can I claim Shuuhei/Nanao, Ikkaku/Nemu, and Kusaka/Senna? XD] Although I still make some canons [Yes, nothing beats Ichi/Ruki and Ishi/Hime. Still trying for Renji/Ishida and Kensei/Shuuhei].

And another fandom I'm into today is Hetalia. Not really obsessed with it, but for some reason, the LJ community of Hetalia updates very often, so I can get many official or fan stuffs every day... And speaking of pairing, my Hetalia shipping is not as crack-ish as Bleach, but my favorite pairings are rather... rare and not-so-canon [My current obsession, really... Germany/Prussia, Switzerland/Austria, Denmark/Sweden, Hungary/Belarus, Turkey/Greece and France/Japan. Yes, no het pairing, because Hetalia is so gay. And lez?] But still some canon love, of course [say, America/England, Poland/Lithuania?]. And may I make it three/four/some because I can't decide? [Russia/China/Japan, Norway/Iceland/Finland, France/Spain/Prussia, or maybe... China/Japan/South Korea/Hong Kong... should I insert Taiwan there? LOL]

Other stuffs? Hmmm... I just recollected my love for humanized!Tom/humanized!Jerry of the classic show Tom and Jerry. I wonder if children today can realize the ~~hot sexual tension~~ friendship love of the two among their ~~lovers'~~ childish quarrel?

Spongebob/Patrick is so canon.

Some tremendously-horrible joke pairing I made with my friends [fellow fangirls, yeah] a week ago:
Jason/Freddy
Alien/Predator

... WTFFFFFFFFF LOLOLOLOL

We wrote all of our passion on a piece of paper after all!

Hikikomori: Need some Sunshine

I spend my weekends... BEING A HIKIKOMORI. Whether it's for Monday's assignments or just enjoying my lulzy collections, I stayed in my room. Yes, I sometimes get out to cook or take some drink, or better, go out of the house for groceries. My record is THE ENTIRE 30 HOURS IN MY ROOM. Fear me not. There are worse.

I wanted to share many things, but too lazy to write it down now, maybe next time.

Next is about more fanworks. A fan-made video that makes me cry for the entire night? Aren't you curious?

Hyakka Seiran: Nostalgia and Seiyuu Fandom... or Fanservice.

2009-05-11T14:54:00.005+07:00

OH DEAR I WOULD KILL TO HAVE THOSE SEXY VOICES.

Oh, stop that kind of nonsense...
Well,

Hyakka Seiran.

What's that? It's something related with music and seiyuus (Japanese voice actors).

I barely know it as compilation albums which contains 100 songs and 10 [popular] seiyuus per CD. The songs range from classic animes to tokusatsu series. So far, I've listened to the first and second Josei [females] and the 1st-3rd of the Dansei [males].

How's the first time I found this?

Well, I just explored some LiveJournal community, and someone was discussing about Miyano Mamoru singing a opening theme song of an anime he took role in, Sakura Kiss from Ouran High School Host Club. There's a link to the song, so I listened to it. Frankly, the song is the real Sakura Kiss, and Miyano's voice sounded genuine as well, but it's only the reff part with a duration less then a minute. Then someone offered the full version -- to be exact, the full album. Then I downloaded it. It's a album released by a fan-download service named AS [now off], which was my first source of seiyuu-stuff.

So yes, that's my first Hyakka Seiran: Dansei Seiyuu Hen II.
The artists were: Miyano Mamoru, Okiayu Ryoutaro, Hayami Sho, Fujiwara Keiji, Suganuma Hisayoshi, Terashima Takuma, Hirakawa Daisuke, Nojima Kenji, Okamoto Hiroshi, and Kusao Takeshi.

Luckily, the Sakura Kiss song was the first of Miyano's part, so I didn't get confused too much, when the music suddenly changed, and then he sang another song, which was, again, luckily, sound familiar. Kimi ga Suki da to Sakebitai, opening theme of Slam Dunk. And for the rest, well, to be honest, I don't really know. But I tried to enjoy it. Listening to seiyuus' ability to change their voice and keep it on the right rhythm and melody amazes me.

Then I got another Hyakka Seiran: Dansei Seiyuu Hen I.
I downloaded it immediately after I read the album summary. Why? Because the first line of the artist list made me squeal crazily. The names on the list were Konishi Katsuyuki, Morita Masakazu, Hatano Wataru, Kakihara Tetsuya, Miyata Kouki, Madono Mitsuaki, Sakaguchi Daisuke, Sasaki Nozomu, Ishikawa Hideo and Inoue Kazuhiko. Yes, the first track is Konishi Katsuyuki. My current obsession. Yay. Although most of his songs were kinda unfamiliar. But I loved it very much to listen him singing the opening theme of Candy-Candy. It's probably the high-pitching voice of him singing a word, no, a syllable, a single exclamation, "'Ne!'". Oh cursed fangirlsm.

I prefer this album than the second one, maybe because the seiyuus are more well-known for me. Well, I'm a fan of the anime Bleach, and 5 seiyuus from the series were there, including the main character's player. But speaking of knowing, the winner in my heart [or maybe just my head] is Kakihara Tetsuya. Out of nine or ten songs he sang, 5 are very nostalgic for me. These are Siam Shade's 1/3 no Junjou na Kanjou from Rurouni Kenshin, Porno Graffitti's Hitori no Yoru from GTO, L'arc~en~Ciel's READY STEADY GO from Fullmetal Alchemist. And the two others are the opening of two famous animes I watched a lot when I was on the 4th or 5th grade, Chibi Maruko-chan and Ninja Rantaro.

And I never thought two is not enough. Yes, it isn't.

I squealed even louder when I found the females one. And the third of the males.

Hyakka Seiran: Josei Seiyuu Hen I

Inamura Yuna, Ise Marinya, Saiga Mitsuki, Fujimura Ayumi, Katou Emiri, Matsuki Miyu, Mochizuki Hisayo, Shikano Yui, Satou Yuko, and Enomoto Atsuko. I'm familiar with Saiga Mitsuki, Mochizuki Hisayo and Satou Yuko.
Miss Saiga. What can I say? She has a sexy masculine voice. I still kinda disbelieve that she's a woman.
Mochizuki Hisayo, I recognize her as Yachiru from Bleach. Heh, the first image, I think? Her most memorable is Moonlight Densetsu, opening theme of Sailor Moon.
Satou Yuko. Just like Mochizuki, I have an image of anime character for her. Lust from Fullmetal Alchemist. And her first song is one from Fullmetal's ending, Mother Land.

Hyakka Seiran: Josei Seiyuu Hen II

Inoue Marina, Nazuka Kaori, Kitamura Eri, Paku Romi, Yamaguchi Mayumi, Nakamura Chie, Hazuki Erino, Kaneda Tomoko, Hirohashi Ryo, and Yamamoto Maria.
Well, Miss Paku is my favourite. Her voice isn't a masculine as Saiga Mitsuki's. Paku Romi sounds more like a pre-teen boy. Or a young guy who just hit puberty. Her songs are mostly somewhat mellow, although there were READY STEADY GO and Cutie Honey in the end.
Nakamura Chie, my image for her is, of course, Haruno Sakura from Naruto. She sang some themes from the anime, and a song of an anime of my elementary school time, Creamy Mami, although I vaguely remember it.
Kaneda Tomoko. Err... Her voice isn't my type. No offense. I still love and amazed with her voice, but, yeah. Too-high pitch and weird accent.
Kitamura Eri, I don't really remember her, but she was probably my favorite one here after Paku Romi. Some of her songs are pretty new, such as Aozora no Namida from BLOOD+ and Ao no Requiem from Samurai Deeper Kyo

Hyakka Seiran: Josei Seiyuu Hen III
Shintani Ryouko, Orikasa Fumiko, Asumi Kana, Nagasawa Miki, Nakamura Eriko, Asagawa Yuu, Tanaka Rie, Minagawa Junko, Satou Rina, and Oohara Sayaka.
Still on my list.

Is it just a coincidence or each of the Josei album was set to has one famous-of-her-masculine-voice actress? (Saiga Mitsuki, Paku Romi, and Minagawa Junko)

Hyakka Seiran: Dansei Seiyuu Hen III
Kondo Takashi, Ishii Shin, Ookawa Tooru, Kaji Yuki, Suzuki Chihiro, Koyama Takeshi, Toriumi Hiroshi, Namigawa Daisuke, Kishio Daisuke, and Suwabe Junichi.
Hmph. Ookawa Toru. Above 50 and still has great voice. My beloved Roy Mustang from Fullmetal Alchemist. He sang an ending of the anime, Kesenai Tsumi. I was surprised at first, because the original song was sung in a high-pitched pop melody. And he didn't make that pitch. Phew.
Suwabe Junichi. This is just my opinion, but... Maybe because he only used his coarse, bad-ass type voice here, even for Cutie Honey... I expected to hear his cool-and-sweet type voice.

♥HONEY FLASH!♥

It's Cutie Honey! The theme song was sung by Koda Kumi.
My butts may be small, but I'm too damn cute to kick your ass.

Yes, I like listening to this song in every Hyakka Seiran album, especially the Dansei ones. Why the heck.

Okay, that's my blabbering for today. I'm going to take a vacation at CAPSLOCK_BLEACH. OOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH MACROSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S. Thanks to Thiwy for letting me use her home internet. My dear lifesaver. Really. Thanks you.

And the lovely BLCD Forum. My life won't be this wonderful without you.

Killing time. And self.

2009-04-19T17:13:00.004+07:00

Yeah, tomorrow's the national exam.

Oh do I hate studying.
I write here instead. Because I missed to write and draw... Have to wait until next month duh D:

So I did this foolish tag quiz I stole from someone's DA journal.

List 20 songs in Winamp, put it on shuffle and put "in my pants" at the end of the title.

1. Dublin Sky in my pants
2. A Little Pain in my pants [LOLOLOL]
3. Cherished Memories in my pants
4. Discovery in my pants [wth]
5. To the Distant Sky in my pants
6. The Reason You're Here in my pants [asdafsajkd]
7. Love Me in my pants [agh]
8. I Am Here in my pants [umm... ok.]
9. Knight of Midnight in my pants [I don't even remember this song...]
10. Honey in my pants [Ooo how... er...]
11. Everytime We Touch in my pants [ROFL!!!]
12. La La La in my pants
13. Affirmation in my pants
14. Home Planet in my pants
15. Do and Dont's in my pants
16. Two Beds and a Coffee Machine in my pants [that's one big pants.]
17. How Do I Live in my pants [XDD]
18. Map of The Heart in my pants
19. Night Sky River in my pants [...pee?]
20. Truth in my pants

Notes: Some titles are not in English, so I just translated it.

I will draw and write more after the exam! ♥

Today's Tag No. 3: Google Loves Me

2009-02-14T21:57:00.005+07:00

Stole this from Manzo.

Rules: Type your first name in Google search according to the question!
My, so hard since my name's so unique!

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
A: Pradnya needs an English description.

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
A: Pradnya looks like a beautiful evening.

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
A: Pradnya says Happy 200th Birthday, Charles Darwin

Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
A: Pradnya wants training for multimedia corporate trainer job

Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
A: Pradnya does not allow IM.

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
A: I hate that day....its a ... PRADNYA!

Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search:
A: Pradnya asks some questions

Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search:
A: Pradnya goes out and sells privilege cards

Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search:
A: Pradnya likes the horizontal presentation because it is different.

Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search:
A: Pradnya eats out at least three times a week.

Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search:
A: Pradnya wears my ring to show the world that she belongs to me.

Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search:
A: Pradya was arrested for laughing!

Q: Type in "[your name] thinks" in Google Search:
A: Pradnya thinks you can get some clue from this article.

I manipulated some sentences to fit the contents lol.

Fun, but tiring. Be grateful that your name's pretty common.

Today's Tag No. 2: Rephrase, People say it means...

2009-02-14T21:24:00.004+07:00

I've been waiting to do this since the first time I read it ♥

Rules:
Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
Post the first definition it gives you.
Tag 3 people

1.) Your name?
Cilsi - undefined. Let's try something else. It's hard being unique lol.
Pradnya - undefined. Hmm.
Chirushi - undefined. I'M TIRED.
Chi -
A sexual act during which one person inserts a hot straightening iron up the other person's rectum. When the other person opens their mouth in shock, the top immediately inserts their erect penis into the other person's mouth and demands oral sex while turning up the heat on the straightener. As the other person vigorously performs fellatio in order to make the receiver cum faster, finish off by removing the straightener from the persons ass and straightening their hair while stroking their head.
My bowel movements were completely messed up following that chi.

At least my hair looked good after that chi.

I was chi-ing him, when the dog walked in.

He seems like he'd be into chi.

OKAY, POOR ME.

2.) Your age?
16 - An age in a person's life when they can start driving, get a driver's license, also commonly use "sweet sixteen"
I've having a sweet 16 birthday party today!

It's 17 in this country, though.

4.) What should you be doing?
doing homework - code for smoking pot
: "where were you 3rd period?"
: "i was doing homework with sam."

...don't really understand.

5.) Favorite color?
Black - A racial designation that used to apply to anybody who looked the part but now requires a background check and a DNA test
"We don't allowed blacks in here boy!"
(former)

"obama isn't black! blah blah blah"
(modern)

Okay.

6.) Birthplace?
Jakarta - Besides as the largest city in the world, Jakarta is the capital of art and culture, best food, nice people, gorgeous girls, great parties and rave, great Jazz fest, and every happenings that happening is here, Jakarta..
Singapore is so small, KL is boring, lets head to Jakarta!

YAY!

7.) Month of your birth?
April - a female of wise words. Often regarded as a "panda" person. These types of females are very energetic and friendly, and when you see these types of girls down, you feel down too.
hey, dont feel so down. Thats not very april of you.

8.) Last person you talked to?
Dad - not just related to you by blood, but someone who really ares about you and what you feel, very important to kids living with their moms
My DAD is the most understanding person in the world!

...ha...ha...ha...

9.) One of your nicknames?
[I've mentioned all I could in the first question, but let's see...]
Cici [from my parents and sister and all family members]-
a little girl who likes to sucks her thumb to much
and often touches peoples butts
she also likes to poop red
also means boobies
likes many men -- promiscuous
look at them cici's!
cici's so manwhore

KHSDFLASJDHGFJKAGSDFKASGDKFAHSGDFKJGSAHDJGSAHDJASGDJKFGSAJFGASDFALAHSDLFHASKDJFAKSDFHGAHKSDGFSHDGFAKJSDGFAJKSHDGFAJSDHGFAJSKDGFAJSGDH

3 people? Who cares? Do it already. *still pissed with the last question _{(not the first one?)}*

Today's Tag No. 1: Impromptus

2009-02-14T20:42:00.004+07:00

Some tag quiz I stole from someone in DA.
I'll be doing another one after this, so... bear with it!♥

LOL. It's something spontaneous about spontaneous things.

1.Grab the book nearest you and turn to page 18, line 4
WAIT, NO BOOK HERE, JUST SOME MAPS, COMICS, AND WEDDING INVITATIONS. OH I FOUND ONE BUT THIS HAS A FULL-PAGE ILLUSTRATION ON PAGE 18. OH YES, FOUND ONE.

"... expression is that the topics assigned may either be trite or..."
(Slithery Snakes and Other Aids to Children's Writing)

2. Strech out your left arm as far as you can, what's there?
A wall.

3. What was the last thing you watched on tv?
Extravaganza

4. Without looking guess what time it is:
21.05

5. What was the actual time?
21.07

6. What can you hear other than the computer?
Tora Sudiro singing and the fan.

7. When did you last step outside?
This morning.

8. What did you look at before you started this survey?
Acit's blog.

9. What are you wearing?
Orange t-shirt my mom bought for school event 2 years ago and shorts.

10. Did you dream last night?
Don't remember.

11.When did you last laugh?
A few hours ago with my friends Acit and Thy when we were going to a plaza. Actually, I still giggled about it when I came home.

12. What is on the walls of your room?
Mirror, whiteboard, glass blocks.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
some books with weird titles and contents.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
just something to do because I got nothing to do.

15. What was the last film you saw?
13 going on 30

16. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
Why? I've got to have something like that to scare you one day.

17. If you could change one thing about the world regardless of politics what would it be?
*dumbface*

18. Do you like to dance?
yes. I love disturbing people.

19. George Bush?
don't care.

20. What would you name your first child if it were a girl?
Yunaliska

21. If your first child was a boy what you name it?
Renard

22. Would you ever consider living abroad?
YES. Anything as long as it's not this country. brrrr.

23. If you could have any power(s) what would they be?
Time-Control. TIME RULES LOL

24. 6 people who have to take this quiz:
Acid, Thy, Thiwy, Wanda, Manju, and you if you haven't been mentioned yet.

While waiting for the downloads...

2009-02-03T21:53:00.005+07:00

OKAY, SINCE I'LL CO CRAZY HERE I'LL USE BAHASA INDONESIA. SCREW WITH IT.

Malem-malem... bukannya belajar buat ulangan agama besok gue malah masih internetan... Yah, gak pa-pa juga sih, toh kalo gue belajar sekarang gak guna juga. Gue tipe orang yang nggak-bakalan-apal-kecuali-udah-mepet sih. Gara-gara gue telat menyadari ada doujin Ulqiorra x Grimmjow karya Amainu Naorin di Aarinfantasy, akhirnya terpaksa deh gw tungguin tuh download-an ampe sekarang.

Sementara nunggu, gue iseng masukin suatu hal yang sempet jadi harapan kosong bagi gue di google search. Hal yang udah pernah gue dapetin namun sayangnya dengan kualitas yang sangat tidak maksimal, meski memberikan sedikit kebahagiaan dalam hidup gue yang suram ini. Apa hayo? Photoset Rock Musical Bleach.

Awalnya, seperti biasa. Meski udah gue masukin keyword 'download' tetep aja gue dikasihin link orang yang jualan. Yah, gue ngerti sih emang rasanya agak berat membiarkan orang-orang menikmati secara cuma-cuma hal yang sudah kita beli dengan harga yang naudzubillah mahalnya selangit ke tujuh [Photosets Burimyu: 600 JPY/character, 4 photos each set. So if there are 20+ actors, so... count it yourself.] Makanya gue bener-bener ngedoain para fans yang baik hati memberi kemudahan bagi sesamanya untuk menikmati hal-hal tersebut... huhuhu... semoga kalian bahagia dunia akhirat...

Lanjut... Nah, berbekal rasa putus asa untuk mendapatkan photoset dengan kualitas bagus itu, gue iseng ngeklik salah satu hasil search-nya. Iseng lah nungguin downloadan doujin... Eh taunya... Ada orang iseng yang naro PHOTOSET LENGKAP NO CLOUDS IN THE BLUE HEAVENS yang terdiri dari 1 FOTO CLOSE-UP CHARACTER, 1 FOTO FULL BODY CHARACTER, 1 FOTO NARSIS, dan... 1 HALF-NUDE PHOTO!!!!!!!!!! [jadi itu photoset NCitBH toh? Kirain DX... pantesan gue cari Kouhei ma Harumi kagak ada...] Tanpa pikir panjang gue langsung ngeklik foto terakhir Naoyan yang jadi Hisagi Shuuhei... omgomgomg... haha tapi kayaknya sih gak bakal selese ngedonlod semuanya, karena hari sudah malam, gue harus belajar en ngerjain tugas plus bobok... dan gw mau menikmati doujinnya Amainu Naorin dulu. Lain kali aja deh gue donlod tuh foto di warnet. Ciao.

Homework [baca: tag spam]

2009-02-02T19:11:00.004+07:00

Some kind of stuff like that from Thiwy.
Quiz about my blog.

1. Mengapa blog kamu bernama ......? | Why is your blog named...?
2. Mengapa blog kamu pakai template ini? | Why do you use this template/skin for this blog?
3. Kejadian apa yang tak terlupakan dalam hidupmu? | What's your unforgettable memory of some events?
4. Kirim PR ini ke 10 sahabat blogger! | Send this to 10 blog buddies.

A♥N♥S♥W♥E♥R

. Which name? The Infernal Confectionery? It's because something related to hell sounds cool *slapped* and for the fetish-ish sweets... well, sweets and confectionery. I'M OBSESSED WITH SUGAR LOLOLOLOLOLOL [my cholesterol's bad, y'know...]

2. BECAUSE STRAWBERRIES ARE SWEET, SO IT'S FETISH. Although the strawberries are covered with that stupid header... So next time, those guys will have a strawberry in their mouths LOL

3. HEY, THIS IS OUT OF TOPIC! Well, actually, I don't know. My brain's not good enough to remember good things, and all things that happen in my life seem to just flow and pass, nothing important enough for a remembrance.

4. I don't know many online/ RL friends who have blog, so anyone who read this and haven't done this thing, well, do it on your blog, livejournal or whatever.

TOO FEW QUESTIONS! I'LL SHOW YOU THE REAL HOMEWORK! Umm... maybe next time. I got plenty of those from Deviantart journal. Really. Or maybe I'll just make one myself.

YAY.

Treasure Hunting

2009-01-02T20:12:00.004+07:00

So, how was your new year?

This afternoon... after seeing my piles of book [mostly mangas =.=;], my mom decided to buy a new bookshelf for me. But before that, she made sure that there's still plenty of space in my room, and it requires some... effort. We moved the old bookshelves to the other side of my room. And moved my sister's old drawer so the shelves can be put there.

And, of course, everytime I move something big in my room, I find something... Today I found a 40-cm-long pencil, a plastic book cover roll, a sword [my cosplay property], and... a CD I borrowed from Thiwy but I said I've returned it when she asked me about it _{[UWAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!! SORRY!!! GOMEN!! MAAAAAAP!!!!]}

But of course, if you want to move a shelf, you must take all the things inside of it. So I took ALL my books [and some other things that were put in an appropriate way... well, some were left in], put them on the floor and bed, so that I can move the shelves.

Fortunately, the shelves fit PERFECTLY between my desk and the door. So... after the shelves are moved... I HAVE TO PUT ALL MY BOOKS AND OTHER BELONGINGS BACK TO THOSE DAMNED SHELVES. _Sh*t. I've put some, I guess I'll have to continue doing it tomorrow... =A=;

But because of that, I ended up recovering some things I don't even remember having it...

I'm going to meet my senior, Anggi, tomorrow. Talking and trading about anime craps, but still lots of fun because our interests are getting more and more similar each day.

Countdown post

2008-12-31T20:42:00.017+07:00

It's only a few hours to 2009. Well, I'm actually studying literature, culture, art and language at the same time with one book, in a fun way, which is, much more exciting than school [even though I got sleepy eheheh].

Anyway, I just ventured my DA inbox, and read a journal. The writer tells about her accomplishment in 2008. I want to write mine too, although nothing seems to be important.

Here we go.

● played and finished several good RPGs. I still have one unfinished!
● fell into fandom of bleach, FMA, and kyou kara maou for the second time.
● sent an e-mail to a magazine for the first time. Don't know if it will be published or not.
● worked as an event decorator
● made this blog
● disposed my will to enter a high-rated university to be a doctor
● knew and fell into a deep, inevitable fandom of burimyu with my friend and senior
● sing english, indonesian, and japanese songs at the karaoke place
● reunited with my dear ol' partner(s) in crime
● played billiard for the first time
● made keychains for sale
● solved some sudoku puzzles
● learned how to make visual novel game
● cosplayed as ed elric
● got a new cellphone
● found out that my school library had many interesting books

Can't remember the others.

In 2009, I will graduate from high school. Yay. Goodbye, sick people. Hello, sicker people.

My second post today, and the last this year. Happy new year!

Random Issue: Doujinshi recs

2008-12-31T07:11:00.010+07:00

Well, it's New Year's Eve! Say goodbye to two thousand hates!

It's been a while, but I don't have anything good to write,except some weird things happened last weekend when I gathered with my classmates and having some fun at my friend's house, but Wanda had written it already, so see it on her blog [Bahasa Indonesia only]

So, for some doujinshi fans, I have some recs of my favorites here.

_{Warning: BL Theme}

Fullmetal Alchemist

Dolce

Probably my most favorite Roy/Ed doujinshi of all I've ever read. What can I say, it's just a simple romance, but the ending seems very touching. Take place after the movie, yaoi.

Oasis

Ed's confusion of his love between the two 'Al' is the best ingredient for Alfons/Ed stories. A simple romance, but it may confuse you a little. This one took place before the movie, shounen-ai.

Neue Welt

This is a story before, during, and after the movie. A hint of Roy/Ed. Very touching and nostalgic, really. Drama, shounen-ai.

Kagami no nai Heya

The room without any mirror. Heavily loaded with sex scene, but the main story is very good with amazing drafty art, GD-Mechano style, beautiful as usual. Roy/Ed.

Bleach

Bankaikon: Otokotachi no Bankai

I'm expecting a very thick doujinshi with full-gag inside, but it contains a yaoi-gag in the middle and a full yaoi-romance story in the end =A= Oh well, but it's mostly gag, some shounen-ai. I just understand a little bit of it, but I laughed very hard when I read this. My... Byakuya's wearing Mickey Mouse cap?

Gotei Gakuen Youchien Nisshi

Another gag doujinshi, this one's kinda Gin/Aizen. Except Gin-kun is a 4-year-old kindergarten student, Aizen-sensei is his reason for going to school, and he won't let any other kid touch his beloved teacher. No sexual themes. Doesn't matter how evil Aizen is, we don't want to see him becoming a pedophile, right? Many shinigami characters appear here, with random role of school staff and pupils.

Suifuyu

Opposite if the above - Aizen looks evil here [damn he's hot omg] Angst, kinda intriguing. Don't really expect beautiful romance here.

Ame Otoko

AU, Renji is a high school student and Shuuhei, his teacher is also his boyfriend. Rainy day smut. Maybe because of this doujinshi, I found out why I prefer Renji/Shuuhei to Shuuhei/Renji: uke!Renji looks like a bitch.

Nijiiro Sunshine

If you see Gin in Tsubacisou/Kitamura Koume's doujinshis, he will look like the victim beneath Aizen. But in Supernova/Shibito Kowazurai's, he's the evil one, and unlike Aizen, his expression is really lethal [and that's very hot]. Most Supernova doujinshis are Gin/Kira, in this book they have an addition of Renji/Kira. Angst...

Hello, Mr.GH

Well, I love all Asou Mitsuaki's work, but this one has the best cover. Hollow!Ichigo is teasing Ishida about his crush on Ichigo, in a deadly way.

Kyou Kara Maou!

Hanachoko

A simple fluff with beautiful colored pages [just few of them]. Wolfram/Yuuri and Conrad/Wolfram. Conrad's way to show his brotherly love creates a scandal in the castle.

Naruto

Rocket

The story is very shoujo-manga, yet so cute. The school legend says that the couple who kiss when the first firework of the school festival explodes, the couple will be blessed and happy forever. Of course, there's some conflict between our lovely couples before the event.

Sleeping Sound of the Snow

Naruto become deaf after accomplishing a mission, so Sasuke 'volunteered' to be his ear.

May be added later. I'm sorry I just put the BL ones. Someday I'll put the non-BL ones, don't expect hentai please~~ *smirk*

Sources:
Dangerous Pleasure
Scan-Clan
SasuxNaru
Yes_Rhade
Central Library
Onadoru Euphoria
AarinFantasy

Merry, merry, merry

2008-12-25T12:04:00.003+07:00

Some best wishes from Ichigo and Rukia [+Kon] here.

Description's here: my deviantART gallery

*sigh~*

A not-well scanned-one.

Random Issue: Bleach 3rd Movie, FMA, and...

2008-12-24T08:32:00.009+07:00

I woke up early this morning, but not early enough, actually, but now I know that there are good holiday movies on TV.
I planned to make a post with some photos, but my dad forgot to bring the connection cable for the camera, so I looked for another topic. So... some Bleach and a little of FMA.

Fade to Black ~Kimi no Nama o Yobu~ _{I'm not sure if I wrote that correctly}

So, a new movie. I'm not good at writing synopsis, so you can see it from another source. The poster is the original poster drawn by Tite Kubo. And it seems, a nice delight fo Ichigo x Rukia fans. The movie's out on December, but all I can do now is waiting for fansubs =Δ=

Yes, it's feel like Ichiruki season. A new Bleach Beat Collection is out soon to. Yes, this time is Ichigo and Rukia, with 2 solo song for each and a duet. Or most people say, a romantic duet. _{That's a good one... expecting for the next BBC with Kira Izuru and Hisagi Shuuhei XDDDDD it's still possible, right?}

The ending song of the movie is 'Koyoi, Tsuki ga Miezutomo', performed by my favorite Porno Graffiti. I like the song. Kinda dance-mood XD. *Recommended*

Fullmetal Alchemist New Season

Yes, right, a new series, yay. Still unknown if the series will be the continuation of the movie or start taking place from the manga or else. Whatever it is, I'm a big fan of FMA and can't wait to see this series again!

Now, I actually expect a new series [and probably musicals XD] of Samurai Deeper Kyo. The anime was... kinda awful? Seriously, I don't really like it, despite the fact now I became a fan of all the seiyuus there...

Another random stuff. Tonight's Christmas Eve. I don't celebrate Christmas. And someone told me as someone who is *insert my religion here* may not say 'merry christmas' and such. But does it matter? They who celebrate Christmas congrats me last month, so, well. Merry Christmas. And Happy New Year for all.

... *blank*

A bright day, a dull brain...

2008-12-23T14:51:00.006+07:00

Well, another boring day. I woke up late again this morning. My scanner's back! <3 Dunno what to do, so...

POST-IT ATTACKS!

1) I. HATE. RATS. Especially those which run around in my house. They don't only eat snacks, but also my mom's pretty damn expensive tupperwares and my HOWL'S MOVING CASTLE DVD BOX DX. That's why I love seeing this thing being tortured.

2) Many people recognize this cat as my illustrator club's mascot [well, I was the one who made her be], and my senior gave her a name, Copic-Cat, because the mascot holds a Copic marker. But the real name I gave her is Blackbell, because she's black and she got a bell duh =A=

3) RANDOOOOM

4) I saw this meal on today's Rachael Ray's show. It's a low-fat turkey burger with somewhat cheese and butter dip sauce and baked fries *drooool*

Karena LiveJournal masih terasa merepotkan

2008-12-22T20:14:00.004+07:00

Aih~ setelah susah patah ngatur kedua blog sebelumnya akhirnya diputuskan untuk membuat blog baru~ Padahal niatnya mau memperbaiki segala kesalahan di account LiveJournal, eh akhirnya balik lagi ke sini~

Doakan ini yang terbaik, dan kalau bisa yang terakhir.
Semoga postingan baru bisa dimulai secepatnya... =A=

Apa yang bakalan dimasukin ke sini? Barangkali cuma cerita-cerita membosankan atau corat-coret yang di x-posted di DA!

terima kasih bagi yang sudah bersedia membaca tulisan saya yang banyak typo-nya ini... =_=;